MIND OVER MATTER (and the Mind LOST)
I felt bad for Bill, who was feeling fine and was hoping to get in 30+ miles today. It wasn't going to happen with me.
The last 15 miles were really tough for me. All throughout the ride I felt as if my legs were slowly filling with concrete. They where getting heavy. My breathing wasn't right from the start. I wore my heart rate monitor (hrm) and it was just crazy wacky with the numbers my heart was trying to pump out.
On top of all that, the weather was raw. About 43 degrees, but a cloudy 43. A "rainy" 43, although the rain held off.
Wind was present for most of the ride. I was sucking wind like an octogenarian, and I had to stop 3 or 4 times just to catch my breath.
It was not a good ride for me. I know I'm going to have rides like that.
Bill was patient though and didn't dish out and "girly" type cracks/comments.
At one point I almost told Bill to ride on. I was going to call Kelly to come pick me up.
Even when we got to the point in our ride when I knew we only had 2-3 miles left, I was struggling to win the MIND OVER MATTER battle. (I lost.)
The final 1.5 miles saw me fighting off serious leg cramps. Ow! They frickin' hurt! I almost fell off my bike in pain.
It was a bad ride from the get-go. I should've stayed home.
I've got 24 miles to my name this week though....
